last edited: 26/09/2024 (dd/mm/yyyy)

More about me

Checkout these links bro:

• Dream Journal: The place where I write all my dreams. Nice!
• Toughts: Everything that is on my mind, everything that bothers me. Everything and all things.
• Something somethin anx: Idk, sorry. Don't want to write about it right now
• Hobbies: More stuff about my hobbies.

Who am I?

I am random dude. Brazilian (I have no clue why I made the website completely in english), 24 years old (as of writting), male, and I have a degree in computer science. I identify as an e-boy, thought you wouldn't know by looking at me. Am very bad at writting, as you can see.

I have never been someone very ambitious. I lived most of my life without having any dreams, and I think I still don't. Never thought much about the future as well. I just wish to be happy (whatever that means), manage to survive without working a lot of hours and be surround by people that care about and love me (still working on that. Have very good friends tho).

One good and at the same time bad thing about me, is that I am very good at ignoring my problems, something that am I trying to get worse at hahahhahahahahaha.

I have two overweight cats.

MY FRAKIGN CATS

Roberto and Morceguinha

The black one is female and is called Morceguinha. The white and brown one is male and is called Roberto. They look like they are very close but the are aways fighting. Roberto always want to lick Morceguinha but she hates it. Whenever he does it, she starts biting him and then they start fighting. Its so funny.

My mom and I adopted Morceguinha when she was around 2 months old from my mom's friend. We found Roberto on the street, meowing for food as we were coming back from voting. We brought him some kibble, took him to the vet, gave him a bath, and got him vaccinated. He’s been with us ever since. I have a photo that we took on the day we found him, buy unfurtunely, I couldn't find it.

Qualities and Flaws

So... What are my qualities and flaws? Actually, I have a hard time thinking about my qualities so I will start with the flaws.

What are my flaws? What am I bad at? What do I dislike about myself? Here they are:

• Lazy: I can be very lazy. Not do things because its too much work. Not studying, doing chores, getting out of my comfort zone, etc. I just skipped having a kiwi for breakfast because I would need to peel it. Bruh.
• Ignoring my problems: I usually ignore my problems. While it means I don't let my problems affect me that much, it also means that I don't do anything to fix them, and that sucks.
• Sticking with stuff: I have a hard time sticking with stuff. Like sticking with new hobbies, finishing projects, etc. I might even abandon this site, who knows?
• Insecure: I guess I am not very secure/have low self-esteem? I often think that I am worse than other people - worse at something, don't look as good, and so on. I even avoid competiting because I think I would lose, and if lost while really trying it would be proof that I suck.
• Coward?: I don't know if "coward" is the correct term, but I usually avoid doing thinks because of fear. Like, avoiding doing something new because I might fail. Avoiding confronting people for fear they might dislike me. Avoiding sharing my opnion so I don't get judged.
• Bad at teaching: Kinda random, but I suck at teaching other people.
• Too hard on myself: I am too hard on myself. Things I wouldn't care about in others I hate about myself. I judge my looks way too much and cringe at normal things I do or say.
• Overweight: I am slightly overweight. 👍
• I can't see my qualities: As you might have already noticed by now, I really struggle to identify my qualities. I have a hard time saying/thinking good things about myself. idk what to tell you lol. It is what it is.
• Horrible sleep schedule: I am insomniac. I have very very very hard time sleeping. Usually I take 1 to 2 hours to sleep. Sometimes I am not able to sleep at all, staying awake more than 24 hours straight. And even worse, sometimes when I finally manage to sleep, I sleep waaaay too much. Like, around 11 hours. I hate this so much. I even tried taking melatonin, but even that didn't work. It makes me want to unalive myself if have something to do on that day. Again, it is what it is lmao lol laomodalsads.
• Secret: This one is a
  secret. Nope, its a secret. Sorry.
• And so much more hahahahahahaahaa.....

Qualities. Good things about myself:

• Smart: I guess I am slightly above average, idk.

Quirks

Just random quirks that I have.

Hobbies

My hobbies. Duh.